When the Spring Festival becomes my most uncomfortable holiday

1.

I wrote a sentence a long time ago that I suddenly didn't want to go the day before the party because of social fear and want to build an earth at home.

since when do we need to socialize to maintain our work and life? I don't know. I remember that my most comfortable moment was definitely a comfortable person lying at home with a small warm light on and singing. Some social activities begin with pleasantries and end with embarrassment, such as: all right, I'll see you some other time. Say another day every day, which day is another day? Later, it was reported in the newspaper that it was a Chinese-style greeting. We greeted too many people with a smile every day, but we were at a loss in the face of the one we really liked, and we didn't know which face to use.

before, I was invited to participate in the audition, but I spent nearly half of my life at home.

but I don't think I should try it. As a result, I read an issue of strange people's mouths before I went, which gave me a headache.

it turns out that after I went, I found that oh! Shit! Soooo sad! There are so many people out there that I really can't fight the heroes.

in front of so many people, my head can't turn like shit, and I can't do anything about face.

before I went to Wanhe as a photographer, I had been working as an artist co-ordinator.

it's amazing. People like me who don't like to deal with people and people who don't like face-saving occasions, I scratch my heart every time I have to talk to them about work.

not only do I hate fake smiles on occasions, but I still want to fuck when I encounter the following scenes.

for example:

traffic jam (smile)

because of this I came out two and a half hours early, and

almost missed the high-speed train.

the one who is irritable in the car is very uncomfortable.

squeeze the subway (smile)

especially in summer, it's quite sad.

the whole car feels like a cumin barbecue.

when my skin comes into contact with the sweat of strangers,

I feel uncomfortable and burst.

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and, of course, in the crowd, in front of partners, in front of the male goddess: mouth ladle.

the joke that you don't know how to deal with people makes people feel like they came to the South Pluto's South Pluto in a spaceship. (smile)

Why are you so uncomfortable?

2.

but to tell you the truth, the drama of the year: the Spring Festival is coming.

is the most unavoidable and uncomfortable holiday when I grow up.

to give an example of my teacher, he is actually my teacher, but he is not very old. He knows how to draw in the house every day and come to the drawing class to practice when there is a class.

he is thirty years old, and the last thing he wants to do is to go home for the Spring Festival. Once I talked to him. I said when you would go back for the Spring Festival. He said that he would come back to paint in two days. His family was the kind of family that did not understand what he was doing in Beijing. He always felt that he was not doing his job. Every time you go home, you have to ask when to get married and when to have children. Can you make money in Beijing? call your uncle for the New year and tell your seven aunts and aunts that you are back and know something about it. Whenever this time, his brain will explode, this is when he feels the most uncomfortable.

talk about me, even every time someone asks my parents what your daughter does, my parents don't know how to describe it. I have many friends who are travel photographers. When they arrive for the Spring Festival, they feel like yellow peaches in cans, waiting to be eaten.

has this uncomfortable feeling, probably because

family affection can not be violated, but has become a kind of moral kidnapping,

but we can not resist yet.

China is a country that values filial piety and etiquette.

there are some deeply rooted and imperceptible rules of etiquette left over from our ancestors, which have been restricting us all the time.

so, when I go home after the Spring Festival, in the face of seven aunts and eight aunts, distant relatives and so on, their problems, as strange "concern", also seem reasonable in the festival.

after all, getting married, having children and earning money to support a family is something that older people have to talk about when talking to their children in traditional Chinese chat.

answer questions inviolably, just like the prisoner sitting in the interrogation room, in front of you is a mirror, but the family wants to know your glass, see you clearly, but do not know what you are really thinking, ambiguous.

and this is also the reason why many people feel uncomfortable coming home during the Spring Festival:

you have made me so fastidious, how can I make do with it?

3.

my rule for buying clothes is to have pockets and collars.

because the function of pocket is not only to put things, but also to hide embarrassment when I am uncomfortable and there is no room for my hands, and the collar is a nest that I can shrink into at any time.

although I don't like the Spring Festival now, I liked it very much when I was a child, and I was inexplicably excited when it came to the Spring Festival. When the Spring Festival becomes an uncomfortable baptism to be questioned, all the questions that you don't want to answer are brought to the table at this moment. Just like I come out to get some air at a party, the only way to crack it is to meet people. I must have wine or tea in front of me and something in my hand. This is the source of sense of security.

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