My girlfriend hasn't found her life yet. It's still up in the air.

didn't have the last section today, is it because of procrastination?

another year has passed, and day after day, year after year, time does not seem to give you the answer you want, and many problems remain unsolved. Have you changed? It doesn't seem to be. You are still the same, but you are not as young as you were a few years ago, even a little less energetic.

always thinking about what you want to be in the future, where you go to a city, what people you meet, what interesting experiences you have, and how unforgettable memories you leave behind. Until now, you still look forward to fantasies occasionally.

but the truth is that you are still living a life of muddling along. You don't pay attention to the courses of your major because of a lack of interest, and working in a place that allows you to sell your time and labor to earn a meager salary doesn't seem to make you learn anything meaningful.

you sometimes complain that you are unwilling, but it's just that you are occasionally tortured by the so-called self-motivated, and the opportunity for this emotion may be to overhear an inspirational song or listen to an inspirational speech or watch an inspirational movie.

rivers and mountains are easy to change, but nature is hard to change. The more you feel the profound meaning behind the words of the ancients if a person does not dare to face his problems, always thinking about how to escape, how to make himself relaxed and comfortable, how to talk about change?

you say that your hobbies are movies, music, and words, but the number of books you read is getting smaller and smaller these years, although you comfort yourself that you are not the kind of well-read reader, and you don't read a lot of books. But meet people who like books and novels from time to time to re-read. But the truth is that over the years, you don't know much about the names and works of many writers, but you know who are teak Tina, Hiroshi Aino, the bridge, Yoshizawa Mingbu, Mimika Taogu, Sing Nishiro, Stoya, and other AV actresses, and spent a lot of time and energy searching and downloading their works on the Internet.

articles are still written, but you know you haven't made much progress. Sometimes you turn to some articles from five or six years ago and find that there are some sentences that you can't write now. Although there are few people around you to read your words, and no one asked you to write, on the contrary, there were family members who strongly opposed you to reading those literary and artistic books.

the more you grow up, the more you find that when people use the word "literature and art" to describe you, they imply that you are a little different, especially now that most people prefer to play with their mobile phone, browse Weibo, and moments. Reading is more like what a few people will do to pass the time by watching trivial messages and a lot of videos. You have also been assimilated unconsciously. Do you remember the last time you experienced the joys and sorrows of another world with the author, and when you felt the deepest intoxication and inner joy in the words of ta?

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generally speaking, you have lived a barren and barren life these years, with few friends left around, few with common interests, and unwittingly accustomed to the company of loneliness and the life of getting together less and leaving more. There are only beautiful dreams and all kinds of romantic and beautiful ideas in your heart, but they are abandoned by them in real life, just like a person being imprisoned in a small house. You look out of the window and feel the operation of the world and the change of seasons. People's laughter and laughter, but they can't fit in. You think you've become pessimistic about everything, and you don't expect anything special to happen, but you know in your heart that there are still expectations and desires, sometimes even stronger than ever. It's just that many times I don't know who to talk to, so I try to suppress them in the bottom of my heart, seal them up, and only occasionally reveal some of my thoughts and feelings like relief in the words.

believe me, your thoughts about the future are fantasies, and your life will not get any better if you procrastinate and are lazy like this. If you could change it, you'd be better than you are now.

everyone has different environmental conditions and personalities, and there is no comparison between people, which is not false, but it should not be a reason or excuse for you to drift with the tide. And life is not about closing your eyes and making good wishes when the New year is coming. If you just sit still and daydream, indulge yourself, and be passive and lazy, I believe it will still be the same for many New Year's, many wishes, and many resolutions. So one day you look in the mirror and find that you have become the last thing you wanted to see when you were young.

TV programs saw some people's inspirational experiences or heard some very popular songs, and while they were moved and ashamed, they clenched their teeth and vowed to change themselves, sending a sentence that they were all inspired to Douban, Weibo, or moments while continuing to surf the Internet. While waiting for others to reply and like and then see some comments resonate and comfort each other and then continue to sink into the life of such a vulgar loser with great reluctance.

you tell yourself that there are some people you can't ask for, and the only thing you can ask for is to try to be a better person, believing that everything in the world comes and goes in its own time, and so is fate. It is better to be free than to find a person casually, but if you do not keep your feet on the ground to face who you are and your shortcomings and defects, then no matter who you meet and who you spend time with in the future, it may not be such a pleasant thing. Because your true face will gradually emerge in the details of getting along with each other in the future. If you don't know how to improve your deficiencies in all aspects now, how can you expect to become a better yourself because you meet another person in the future? Live a different life? I'm afraid that even if I meet you at that time, I will regret and sigh in vain because I can't attract the other person enough to keep him by your side.

you may not care about the opinions of some irrelevant people, but you should know how to listen to different people's opinions. Voice, to see if it makes sense, instead of resting on its laurels as if no one else knows you, and the whole world is muddy and I wake up alone. You should pay attention to whether your words and deeds are appropriate, take care of yourself, and be responsible for your life. You can not have a wide range of clothes, suitable for different occasions, but you must keep your clothes clean and tidy when you go out and try to get along well with people and things around you.

A few days ago, you called your parents on Wechat to wish them a happy New year. They asked about your recent life and study. They said apologetically that they were too old to help you, and urged you to strive for success. Fortunately, although they are older, they are more enlightened, tolerant, and reasonable than many overseas Chinese you know abroad, and they do not urge you to settle down early, get married, have children, and carry on the family line.

just watch them grow old year after year, and you still look like a loafer, and sometimes you panic. Although the days of part-time work and study sound inspiring, sometimes you are confused in the face of an uncertain future. If I can, I hope to bring them happiness, make them happy, and strive to make them proud of their son, instead of still worrying about the future of their son in a foreign country.

you still have to learn to use your feet to find a place in this strange, familiar, annoying, and dependent land, regardless of whether you will be greeted by surprises or thorns. Maybe this kind of life is very different from the fairy tale dream that you once expected to fantasize about, but after all, the reality in front of you is the real thing you have right now.

No matter how beautiful and colorful other people's gardens are, you can't help but stop and watch, admire and appreciate, but you still have to go back to your barren land, work hard to make it fertile, and plant seeds in the hope that one day it will grow something. If you don't pull up the weeds that hinder the growth of flowers, time will not turn into a beautiful garden. On the contrary, the habitual procrastination day after day will only make the grass grow taller and taller and spread around. There is not a single flower around.