I can't see it in the hustle and bustle. Are you drunk?

"Please take care of the comedian in the circle of friends. They used to be the most shy boys and girls. In order to change, they have suffered more pain than ordinary people can imagine. Therefore, when they dance dancers in KTV, please don't laugh, please hold up your phone silently, record this solemn moment, and then share it on the Internet, so that people all over the world can see their bravery and strength. " This big dancer in KTV corresponds to Luo an in our group.

everyone disregards Luo'an as a human being, because he is a good friend of mankind and the mascot of the team. You can make fun of him with any exaggerated and playful words, but he doesn't mind anyway. It should be said that he doesn't mind now anyway. He went through almost everything that made people mind. Luo an was too shy when he was a child, so he was bullied. When he tells the unbearable past, we often doubt the truth of the story because of his cheerful attitude. For example, when he was in junior high school, the bastards in the class dragged him to the toilet, put a hemp rope around his neck and made him kneel on the ground to pretend to be a dog. 'you don't believe it because you haven't experienced it,'he said. There's another reason why we don't trust him. When asked why he was always bullied and why he was always bullied, his answer was always, I don't know. There's got to be a reason, we said. At last, Roan stopped playing tricks and showed a frighteningly serious expression that had never been seen before. 'There 's no reason for a lot of things, don't you know?'he said. Luo an has not been in love so far, and he has given himself a title: the god of the world. According to him, so far, there is only one person who has made him feel like he is in love, and this person has changed his life. The man's name is Tan Man, his senior sister and a female minister of literature and art in his university. When Luo an interviewed the school's literature and art department, he almost lost face because he was shy. It was Tanman who blocked the opposition for him. Tanman told Roan that she admired him and the indestructible simplicity in his eyes. At this point, we laughed at him for making it up. We have never seen simplicity in Roan. Luo an, a playful master of the decathlon, is best at telling dirty jokes. For many times, the girls present blush and chase him. The harder he is, the happier he is. On one occasion, a girl did not know whether her hands were too hard or her heart was too guilty. After listening to Luo'an 's dirty jokes, she slapped him and frightened everyone with a bang. Even the girl herself felt embarrassed and stood there at a loss. Luo an regained consciousness, knelt down at her feet, covering her face and shouted, "Thank you for the grace of the Empress, who is a thousand years old. During his days in the Department of Literature and Art, Tan Man took good care of Luo'an and taught him a lot of things, and his character was much more cheerful than before (Roan's words slowly opened my heart, holding his hands on his chest and making a gesture similar to flowering). Roan likes Tanman because he was the first to treat him as a friend. He has never felt valued in anyone but her. Tan Man will tell him all the unhappy things, whether it is difficult for the professional teacher to get her to wear a low-cut dress, or there is any Bichi in the literature and art department who dares to compete with her for vice chairman. Roan said that few people told him what was on his mind, and Tan Man was the first. As a result, Roan was able to go through all the relationships during Tanman University by virtue of his status as a best friend. When Tanman broke up with her sixth boyfriend, Roan was a junior, and Tanman was still two months away from graduation. During that time, she often asked Roan to go to Sing alone. Tanman Sing is very nice, but Luo an can't hear her sing Stefanie Sun's song "I miss it". Tan Man will cry every time he sings this song, and he will still cry when he sings. Especially when he sings the sentence "I let go, I give up my seat, I pretend to be free and easy, who knows how unwilling I am", my shoulders will tremble, and the sound of sobbing will go round and round in the stereo. I can never finish the next sentence, "I love so much, so I didn't cry, I didn't say it." Tanman always cried that it was too hard not to cry. For Tanman, Roan cried more times in private than she did. He thought at the time that he would do anything to make her happy. If she wanted to put a hemp rope around his neck to watch him pretend to be a dog, he would crawl all over the floor to show her. Luo an said with a wry smile, I have experience anyway. Luo an dancers who danced with Jolin Tsai learned it at that time. Tan Man has a strange laughing point. He laughs wildly at the sight of Jolin Tsai lifting his legs. In order to make her happy as soon as possible, Luo an made up his mind and took Jolin Tsai as his teacher. At that time, he was still an introverted boy. in order not to be seen by others, he only dared to practice in places where no one was there, practicing dozens of times a day, like a square dancing lady who wanted to usurp the throne, studying how to learn his movements in place every day. how to make a blockbuster with perfection. On one occasion, Luo an had just finished taking a bath in a public bathroom and found that there was no one else in the bathroom, so he suddenly whirled and jumped naked. Just in the middle of the jump, a boy from another class came in, so scared that Luo an's legs softened and fell to the ground. He didn't know what he was thinking at that time, but like a handmaid, he gave the boy a big gift and begged him not to tell anyone. Unexpectedly, he looked up and saw that the boy had run away with the washbasin, which was probably more frightening than he was. A month before Tanman graduated, Roan's dancer finally became a successful dancer. He asked Tanman Sing to put the "dancer" in front of "what I miss". He said it was the first time in his life that he felt proud. Tanman saw more tears when he danced than she used to sing "I miss", but because of laughter. As soon as the music was over, Roan sat next to Tanman and gasped with her. Instead of thanking him, Tanman put his arms around his neck and buried his face on his shoulder for a long time. She deleted the next song "what I miss". She said, no more singing, too happy, never sing this song again. A month later, Tanman invited Roan to the cashier to attend the graduation board of his class. In our literature and art department, Tan Man invited me, said Luo an, with the same smug look. He regards almost all the people who treat him specially as their masters, just like stray dogs picked up home, regard any small warmth as a great gift, and regard any real effort as a deserved reward. Luo AnbenNot a drinker, he blocked at least half of Tan Man that night, sitting beside him dizzy, admiring Tan Man, who was singing and laughing with his hand on the microphone. Sure enough, Tan Man didn't order "what I miss" that night and stopped crying for her ex-boyfriend. Roan, on the other hand, blushed in exchange for a kiss from Tanman, which he dared not expect at all. Although the kiss was light and fell gently on his cheek like a little girl kissing the baby bear by the bedside, he still felt that the kiss was the heaviest gift he had ever received in his life. Roan held Tanman's shoulder as if he had known her all his life and for the first time. Tanman said nothing, his lips slightly open, his eyes bright, as if waiting for him to say something. For the first time, Roan felt that the girl who had been holding his hand on campus for three years was not his sister, his best friend, nor his master, but a girl who could be hugged by only a word.

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Tanman, I like you.

Luo an relived this sentence, which he had practiced thousands of times in his heart, but before he could speak, a boy opened the door of the box and interrupted him. Tanman greeted him with a scream of delight. Roan's hand slipped off her shoulder naturally. The sofa was soft, but Roan felt a little pain in her hand. Tan Man took the boy by the hand, interrupted the Sing person with a microphone and said to the crowd, "this is Wang Lei, an upperclassman of the graduate school of our school." Before the words were finished, the crowd could not wait to cheer: kissing, kissing. Roan also booed, and although he used all his strength, he could only tell the shape of the mouth of the word kissing, but his throat could not make any sound. Tan Man pulled Wang Lei to sit in front of the jukebox opposite, and the bright light on the screen could not reflect the flushed faces of the two. Roan looked at them and repeated with a parrot in his head. That's right, that's right. Just thinking, Luo an's cell phone rang, and it was a text message from Tan Man: I ordered a dancer for you. Don't embarrass me for a while. Roan looked up at Tanman, who was smiling at him with a pursed mouth. Luo an said that he was so shy that he would not dance in front of anyone other than Tanman. But he still clenched his teeth and tapped it on his cell phone. "it's too late. I have to go first." he deleted it word by word. When a song was over, Tanman dragged Luo an to the stage and said to the crowd, "Let's let our talented Luoan dance a dancer for everyone!" Who knows everyone is drunk, chat, no one to talk to. Luo an had a nameless fire in his chest, grabbed the microphone and roared: Huan-ho! Only then did the crowd wake up, and then thunderous applause and screams resounded through the box. Luo an said that moment is worth remembering, because that is the starting point of his comic star road. He turned and raised his toes, raised his arms, and spoke to Wang Lei in front of the jukebox, music. Jump, Roan thought. This may be his last chance to amuse Tanman. The sound of the violin came out of the stereo, and the voice of Jolin Tsai came out of the stereo. This is the dancer that Roan received the most applause. The dancer was the best part of the night, comparable to the ugly men and women in the class getting together and kissing because they were about to leave. Luo'an said that at that moment, Tan Man did not sit with Wang Lei. Wang Lei sat at one end of the sofa, while she sat at the other end, her eyes closely following his dance steps, clapping her hands in rhythm, shrinking with laughter, and pointing his arm at Luo'an. Yell something with Wang Lei on the opposite side of the sofa. Although Roan could not hear what she was shouting, he knew that Tan Man was very happy at this moment. Tan Man was very happy not because of anyone else, but because of him. Luo an sighed and then told us that it was a pity that Wang Lei, who was hard of hearing, died at his hands that night. You say you can't hear what Tan Man is shouting, you run and sit in front of her and listen, otherwise you send a text message to ask, don't mute the music, you don't know if someone is dancing. So is Tan Man. when the music stops, so does the brain. Why can't you keep your mouth shut when you are not old? The cheers broke out one after another that night, and with the loudest music on, Wang Lei could not hear what Tan Man was shouting. The drunk Tan Man shouted at him again, so he turned around and pressed the mute button on the jukebox. At this press, the noisy box suddenly quieted down, and the ugly men and women who were kissing stopped to tidy up their clothes, leaving only Tanman's drunken voice echoing in the air. Tan Man laughed wildly and pointed to Luo'an and yelled at Wang Lei. Do you see if he is cheap or not? Roan said he had only experienced cold silence twice in his life. Once in a cave in Stone Forest, Yunnan. The cave was called Youlan Konggu, and it was so quiet because of the terrain that he felt pain in his bones. The other time it was in that box, but it wasn't the bone that hurt, it was the heart. Roan closed his eyes in the deathly silence. He has practiced this dancer countless times. He doesn't need to look at the screen. He doesn't need to see anything now. So Roan whirled on the stage with his eyes closed, jumping, without the accompaniment of music, he was like a fool, but also like a real dancer, dancing by himself-even if the audience left, even if something was smashed, even if the music was interrupted, even if the person he likes asks the lover next to him, whether the person in your grandstand is cheap. Finally, a century later, Jolin Tsai's voice came out of the stereo again. Spinning and jumping I closed my eyes and couldn't see you drunk on a snow-free summer night. I kept blurring the joys and sorrows of the old dancers. No one saw that after telling the story, Roan made a classic grimace that belonged to him, but we didn't laugh for the first time. Asked him later, Luo an stretched out his hands, twisted his shoulder like a Xinjiang dance, and said, "then I became like this." With that, he regained a mean look on his face.

I knew at that moment that nothing could hurt him any more. The same is true of those comedians in the circle of friends. How simple the heart is, how cruel the world is. Therefore, they learn to protect themselves in a unique way: before they are hurt by the world, they should either scold themselves or beat themselves to a broken heart.If it hurts, you might as well let yourself do it. Later I asked Roan if he had any contact with Tanman. He said there was. After that, Tan Man sent him a short message and apologized several times. In fact, he didn't care. She believed what she said. But he refused to see Tan Man again, and refused to take part in any wine bureau with Tan Man. He was afraid of dancers in front of her, even though he danced more and more naturally in front of others. I asked him what he would do if he accidentally ran into Tanman. Roan said he would pretend to be gay and seduce Tanman's boyfriend. Then he laughed and said that he didn't hate Tan Man, but he wanted to thank her, because he was at least much more cheerful than before, so he had a lot of friends and became the essential knight of Jolin Tsai. Luo an said that in Jolin Tsai's songs, his favorite is still dancers, like that sentence in dancers, the hustle and bustle can not be seen, are you intoxicated? He felt that the word was talking about him, and he was like dust floating in the air, and the dust settled, that is, it was as silent as death, it was better to raise it, no matter how many people he choked. At least behind the dust, there may be someone he likes who is willing to leave a brief afterglow on him. Roan laughed again, saying that he was talking nonsense.